EVERYDAY, I TAKE A STEP BACK TO THROW A PUNCH

My body keeps telling me that something happens inside :)
... And i keep fights back hardly to them!

No matter how pain it is,i smiled..
No matter how sudden it keeps coming bck,i pretend it's nothing happen..

My feet are colds n sweat when i fight em back.. And all i can do just say the magic words; "JESUS help me!" ,and add some smile with it :)

It's like a timebomb waiting stop ticking,and am done ... And the worst is; i don't know how long the time it is?Do i get extended time when the real time is coming?

I breathe like a monster in the morning sumtime,but i get used to it now :)

Sweet Jesus,am sorry.. Forgive me for everything bad and horrible in my past.. Cuma ENGKAU yg bs hapus smua dosa dosaku,TUHAN!

I don't know if THE BILLS for mylife is coming this early,
and now i have to pay it all :)

I never stop fighting with it!
Never